back at school today and scared shitless. want to run out the door and never look back. but then i couldn't go home and face my parents and tell them i quit cause i got scared. but i am scared. maybe i know nothing at all anymore. maybe i really should have studied all summer, or at least a bit this summer like they "highly recommended." maybe next time i will take "highly recommend" to mean "you damn well better bis-natch!" but probably not. i guess i will be fine. ya, sure i will. i plan to rewrite my notes and go over them every single night without fail. i will become someone who lives and dies by the book. the book of respiratory therapy that is. well, all 20,000 books of super expensive respiratory therapy that i was required to buy. i bet i'll only end up reading a total of 100 pages out of the thousands i paid for. damn text book writers. that's what i'll do: get smart and then write text books that only contain pertainant information. naw, i'll pad them out so i make more money. ya, so i'm freaked.
i'm going to be stepping down from my position of class president tomorrow. i'm sick of putting time and effort into organizing fundraisers that nobody wants to participate in. i'm also extremely sick of my know it all, holier than though, obnoxious vice president who contradicts everything i say and interrupts me everytime i speak and makes me wish i were a violent evil person so could tear a strip off her verbally and then beat her physically, so she'd have real scars to reflect the damage i did mentally, so i'd still be able to sleep at night. i don't like being made to feel this way so i'm going to step down. this year is all about school and self improvement and student counsil is just not top on my list of priorities.
on a lighter note, i "next blog" ed from my blog a moment ago and began to read and thought, "this style is familiar" only to look at the side bar and see a link to my page and then realize it was rhian's blog! my good buddy rhian! the online world is oh-so-small too. oh rhian, smattest of the smat! what luck to run into you!
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No kidding. Ah, the smat thing, so very long ago. Too bad you're resigning. You should stay prez and do everything in your power to piss your VP off. It's the right thing to do. And it'd be fun.
it'd be exhausting! i'm exhausted just thinking about it. and too easy. and i'd feel mean and i just don't like to be that way. this way she'll become prez most likely and realize how much everyone hates her when no one will do what she wants. they'll beg to have me back!
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