to add to the stress of school, already the stresses of personal relationships are coming in. i went for coffee with cathaleen and had a great visit. we've been missing eachother's phone calls since i got back from vancouver island and we finally had an hour to catch up a bit. i saw delle last night after not seeing her since june and we caught up for about 2 hours. now, i have to eat dinner and do my review notes for the day. i also want to review back on some heart stuff and look ahead for cardiovascular management. i think this may just be my hardest course to grasp. once i get the main concepts i will be able to fill in the pieces, but until then it will be the bane of my existence. i hate to say to someone that i don't know how often i'm going to be seeing them while i'm in school. but that's the most realistic thing i can say. i just don't know. this semester will be even harder than the last and since i want to do really well, i have a feeling my whole schedule will be: come home, run or chill out for half an hour, shower, eat and study. i don't see how i will be able to see people 1-2 times a week. maybe for half an hour here and there but i don't even know about that. i would hate to plan for that half an hour and then have to back out. i need support in the idea that i want to do really well and right now, i don't really feel like i have it. i feel like screaming. it's day 3. i can't be stressed yet.
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