i am listening to "white houses" by vanessa carlton in an attempt to calm myself down. i am remembering to take deep breaths. after all, isn't that what my program is all about? if i just remember to breathe, i can't go wrong.
tests so far have been stressful. but i feel a little burst of pride with everyone i complete, even when i feel it didn't go the greatest of all greats ever. today's-pretty good. monday's-meh. i will wait to get my mark for it till friday. i could get it now, but i don't want it to affect me in any negative way. hold fast. tomorrow's-forecast looks good. possibilty of showers. there's always room for a little rain depending on the alignment of the stars, wind direction etcetera etcetera etcetera. once that is done, i will attack electrolytes with the fury of the fire of a thousand suns! and on thursday i will rest with my brother so he can tell me i'm doing great and make me feel better again. i feel good dammit, but there is always a better. we will have coffee, or perhaps i can persuade him to share a beer or at least supervise my consumption. oh yes, sweet fermented barley.
alas and alack! my bed and pre-bed radiohead call.
oh, happy birthday delle!
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