"LOVE, or something, ignites in my brain" says:
hmmm. i'm looking around thinking, "i need to study cv. you shouldn't have napped when you got home even though you were up till 1 last night finishing a project with your stupid procrastinating classmates that you begged them to do weeks ago thinking you'd have to present today and then, class was over and you didn't. you shouldn't have slept and missed dinner. you should have studied so now that alex is coming over you could just enjoy it instead of feeling guilty and anxious over what you SHOULD be doing."