a moment of clarity-
nothing means anything when a pillar starts to crumble.
the strong one-stay strong.
you are strong
please let me be right about this.
i have so much knowledge and still i'm so scared.
none of the definitions means anything anymore.
all the statistics become lies.
it's so frightening to see you be afraid.
it's so hard to not cry with you in the room.
i save my tears, i smile, i laugh, i want to tell you not to be afraid that there's nothing to worry about and it will all be fine, but i don't know this for sure.
daddy, you are strong
i'll hold you up however i can