i have lost 7lbs in 3 days. not a good thing. i finished work on saturday morning and felt sick on the ride home. i thought it was just the heat of the car, nina cranks it all the way up and i was wearing a parka, that was making me nauseous. it continued once i crawled into bed and even after i crawled out of it 2 hours later and was very very sick. i was sick, in the worst ways, all day saturday. i missed the halloween party that i was supposed to go to with cathaleen, i even put together a great costume of a tango dancer! see, everytime i get too excited about something, it falls through. i felt sort of better sunday but was still running to the bathroom and feel even better today, but still just iffy. sick of the stomach isn't something i really want to brave while at work. i feel weak, nasty, i look so pale and gross, that i called in sick for tonight. i hate calling in sick but i don't really want to be around gross patients with a weak stomach. i also don't want to make immune-compromised people worse. i feel bad about calling in, but i'm sure they'll get by.

off to try and eat something. maybe it'll stay down...