Driving home last night, 10 over the limit, and still so many people past me! I can't stress the importance of not speeding enough! Especially at night, 2 am, with the drunks on the road. Can't believe there are still drunks on the road, but there are. Funny thing, everyone that passed me was 40 and up and male. Thought they would know better by now...

I fell to sleep fairly quickly but me boy woke me at 2:50 am to tell me of his friend's bachelor party. I'm not sure I understand the concept behind those things. The guy has choosen to get married, was probably the one to ask for the girl's hand in marriage, so what's the point in having that "last night of freedom" and what, really, does a last night of freedom entale? He didn't stay long because it wasn't his scene and for this, I am glad. He wasn't there when the strippers were. Stripping goes against some of my feminist ideals and supports them in other ways. I'm entirely against using your body and looks to make money. I find it degrading that men toss coins at a females genitals as she takes her clothes off and even more degrading that the she accepts this money. Yet, I feel it's a woman's right to choose what she wants to do and if that involves selling herself, than that's up to her. It's a Cache 22. My end point would be, girls can do what they want, it just erks me when it makes the rest of us look back. It is degrading, and I would be offended and jealous if my boyfriend were to partake in such activities. The "he's coming home to you" mantra just doesn't jive. He's coming home to me? So? I was still left in the home while he went to watch such trash. Ya, baby, I'm glad you missed that part of the show. Thank you.

I woke up some time later with a deadly cramp in my leg. Oh I hate those! Even later, I woke up from a bad dream that Grandpa was dead. I was screaming and crying, and no one heard me. I have to call him today. I hope this dream was only a reminder to call him. I haven't called in weeks.

My horoscope for today:
There's no such thing as normal. Your very existence shakes the status quo. While taking care of your own business and pleasing yourself, look over your shoulder to see if you're creating a trend.