some saturday ago

saturday night was good. we went to the globe for some nait fundraiser thingy and i got pretty drunk. i nearly got in a fight with some girl! alex and i had been dancing and then we came back upstairs. it was so hot so he opened a window and we were sort of leaning out of it and then leaning with our back to it. this girl and some guy i don't know are sitting at the table with all these other people that i do know and she says to me, "close the window!" all bitchy like. so i go over, like, seriously, genuinely concerned and say, "are you cold? we'll close it in a few minutes." she says, "go outside if you're hot. you're making me cold." i'm thinking, 'who is this girl and what's her problem?' but i think she probably knows one of my friends so maybe she's joking and i can joke back? i say, "we're not going outside (still being very nice) cause we won't get back in. we'll close it in a bit." and she says, "no go outside, i'm freezing!" i say, laughing, "oh come on! you have at least enough fat on your body to last you a few minutes!" oh my god! she got SO MAD~! she goes, "do you KNOW how much i weigh?" i'm like, "what?! what?! oh no! i don't mean it like THAT~! you're going to be ok is all. geez, you're going to be ok!" and i'm starting to get mad. i step back, back to the corner where alex is beside me still at the window and she stands up as i step back. sshe comes over and says, "close it." i say, "no." she pokes me! pokes me! and then puts he open hand on my shoulder and applies pressure. there is no way in hell i'm stepping back but i suddenly want to hit here more than i've ever wanted to hit anyone in my entire live and i've never hit anyone in my entire life. i'm so mad that she's so stupid and actually thought i was seriously calling her fat. and she says, "i don't care if i get kicked out of here. i have VIP." alex takes her hand off my shoulder and she steps back to walk away." i yell at her, "VIP, eh? thats' what they give to all the sluts! put some fucking clothes on and you won't cold you hobag!" (umm.... what's a hobag?) she turns around again and i say, "are you goign to be ok? i think you might die it's so cold? are you goign to be ok?" and she says to me, "are you ok? you look pretty upset are you ok?" all mocking and stuff and i step forward cause i'm going to kick her face in. i have never wanted to make someone BLEEEEEED. but alex puts his hand out before i can even finish my step and she leaves with some guy she's with. this guy comes back and apologizes. he says, " i have to babysit her wherever she goes. she's a bitch. just ignore her." but my god! i was so mad! i couldn't even believe it. than i was all upset with myself for feeling that way. i'm no longer a pacifist. nope, no longer.