yesterday mom told me, "you are going to LOVE your birthday present!" oh i hate when people tell me this! all the people in my life know that telling me i will love something 2 months in advance to when i can actually find out is slow slow torture for me. so, from this point on i will ponder at every available moment what it could possibly be. everytime i see something i like anywhere (which is a lot of things) i will think, "oh boy! maybe that's what i'm getting!" which only leads up to be dissappointed on the day i actually find out. i usually really do love the gifts i'm given but i end up dissappointed otherwise. people say things to me like "what are you doing for your birthday?" which leads me to believe that if i am to do something, they would like to be there. and then i plan something, and get all dressed up and uber excited that i will be the center of attention at this said party and that everyone there will be there because they are just so happy for me... and then 5/15 people invited show up and 3 of them beg off early. story of my life. alex and i have decided that i am not allowed to get excited anymore. history has proven that the amount of excitement i feel far excedes the joy of the event i am looking forward to. the excitement to outcome ratio is inversely proportional. and, if i get really really excited, the event ends up being cancelled. so, i have delete my most fun personality feature. incoming message to michelle: your personality if obsolute. download "i do not care" upgrade now? reply: download and install.
but before i do that, kathryn (cathaleen's cousin) is having friends get together for lunch at the moose factory tomorrow! cathaleen won't be there, but so what? lots of people i know will be and lots i don't know but who will most definately be cool and interesting by association, will be! i am SO excited!
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