i don't even want to begin on this journey of 7 exams all in a row with (thankgod!) a weekend after the first 2 so i actually stand a chance. i'm a little scared. it takes relatively little to screw up and be kicked out. you need 60% min. in order to pass a course or you're gone! considering i have 68% in concept intergration right now and that the final is worth 30%... not such a great outlook. it's typical to do worse on a final than anything else due to the bulk of material. whatever. i have to get over 41% to get 60%.... oh shit i can do THAT much for sure! life ain't so bad after all. right now, my average is a 73%. in order to get that $1000 scholarship i have to raise it to 78% to go with my 82% from first semester. who knew second semester would be this much harder? well, i should have. i did. but... somehow knowing that didn't help.


first exam tomorrow: pathophysiology
outlook: good!

now, i need to shower and get me a good night's sleep.