i'm exhausted today. it's 9:48pm and very soon i will land myself a sweet spot in bed and hopefully be too tired to even dream. i need true rest. i'm exhausted in a satisfied kind of way though. staying true to the promise i made to myself, i wasted very little time tonight. i came home, watched a half hour of doctor phil and then made study notes until dinner time. after dinner, i finished those study notes and then took a bath. it was then 8:30pm. i started on some pharmacology and worked on that for 45 min. before deciding that i should proceed no further. pharmacology is no light reading. i was reading about antibiotics and penicillins and the classes of penicillins and which are for gram-negative bacteria and which are from gram-positive bacteria and which are no longer effective against random crazy pathogens i cannot pronounce because they are oh-so-foreignly latin when i just freaked myself right out! until i know to what spefics i need to know all this, i will go no further. i will find that out tomorrow and then, if i actually have to know it all, i can go about making pretty flow charts and figure out some kind of memory trick. i hope i don't have to know it all. there are about 25 penicillins and penicillin is only 1 of 4 of the classes of antibiotics. and then, there are drugs beyond antibiotics to learn as well. eep!! pharm is scary! especially when the only method is memorization. my mom never had the game "memory" in the house because i'm sure she knew it would make me cry.
these are my plans for the weekend.
friday: school, come home and run, do day's review (brief), go out with cathaleen, rhian and some of cathaleen's girlfriends for a girl's night out. can't say i've ever been on one of those so it should be a grande ol' time! also, rhian is leaving for nova scotia (*sob*) on saturday so it's a great way to see her off.
saturday: up at 9. shower. study until about 11:30 and then go pick up gramma. go shopping. she's taking me for new clothes! what a gram! and nina too if she has the day off. i have set my limit as to what she can spend and she's not allowed to over that, dammit! home for dinner. study. evening with alex.
sunday: study everything all day. finish all study notes from previous week as well as look up older stuff that i can't remember and is causing confusion. study for ventilators quiz on tuesday. spend evening with alex.
monday: get together with rob and gary to work on our anesthesia project. evening- study vents.
that's the plan and i'm sticking to it! i'll also go for a run on sunday. maybe a run/walk just to lengthen (that's looks wrong) it more.
aw! to bed!
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