hey alex,

i'm scared. i don't want to do tomorrow. i don't want to do this week. i hate tests. i hate studying. i hate being freaked out and worried and not sleeping. i always say, "this time i won't freak out" and then i do, of course. why isn't it friday afternoon at 12:15? why? WHY? won't someone turn the light on so i can at least SEE the end of the tunnel?

am i being overly dramatic? no wait, don't answer that.

i love you!
love, me