Where did all my Peoples go? Oh ya, I'M the hermit!

Oi. I've been studying Pharmacology all day. I'm feeling good about it so far. Not hopeless and anxious like I was with the last midterm. I think he taught this one better and there is less material plus some cross-over from other courses.

My parents just got home and as soon as they are in the door it's "Who's dishes are these? Why aren't they done? Bring your garbages up! Did you clean your bathroom today? Why not? You had ALL DAY!" OH to be understood would be divine. Thing is, I'm sure she understands, she just likes to gripe anyways and pull the "Well we're ALL busy!" line. Wrong. When you get home from work, your workload is done. Everything you do from 3 pm on is optional. At this point in my life, I cannot say the same.

Having the house empty was so wonderful. I really wish I could afford to move out. But first I have to graduate, buy a car, and then I can begin to think about that. I want a house. OH houses, I love them. A little bungalow with a decent yard and a garage. I will grow vegetables and have Margarita parties and painting parties and.... and....

I told Mom to please stop freaking out. That I'd like to enjoy her company instead of feeling the urge to flee from it... she only paused for a moment before freaking out further. I even said PLEASE!

I'm thinking about Christmas. And this Christmas I'm going to be creative. We're talking Art and Knitting and the like. We're talking baked goods and fun decoupage journals! It's funny how when I need to be focusing more on academics is when my creative juices are flowing most. All I can do is write them down and sqeulched the urge to start now.

True stress begins tomorrow with my last midterm and then finals commencing Monday. I will not let it drown me though. I will do my best to stay calm and just do my best.

This is probably the last I will write until next Friday, November 19th.

There are many of you I have not seen in quite some time. I will be going out, provided everything goes well, next Friday night. I will post where and you are all welcome to come along. And then after that, I will begin to see people one on one again to catch up. I miss my peoples.